Hello every one ..

( Im sorry for the Lenght but i must Share )
This is such a wonderful day.. as many of you are speaking about the Upcomming SIGN event , I am In Los Angeles, and we are doing something else , But i was aware of Signs Event and i needed a Sign Myselff and I had prayed God to give me a sign. We are Participating in The Sanctuary of Miracles. and Bishop has been teaching us on How we should't have our hearts in MAterial things and in worries of this World. He said we spend all of our time worring on stuff that is just temporary and by doing that we are loosing valuable time we could be focusing on Our Spiritual Life. and I remebered i had been worring so much about School. I wanted so badly to go back and finish , but year after year something would happen that would keep me from achievig my goal . I am just a couple of Units away from My Degree. But i finally understood that i had wasted to much time worrying about it. And thats why it was taking so long.
So last week my prayer changed a bit. and I said that I no longer was going to worried about school. and that if it was God will for me to finish that he was going to open that door. I told him to give me a sign , My life i give to you, and i understand how much time school will take , and that if he thought that it was better for me to just forget about school, then i was going to accept it. I told him, in reality a degree doesnt guarantee succes, and that if he is going to bless me , that he wa going to do it with or with our a Degree.
I felt like a huge rock was lifted, I had been doing chains of prayer on Mondays for School. And until last week i said let Gods will be done, and Not what i want. i said i am going to try one last time .and if its your will for me to finish school then you will open the doors.
And On Friday i Spoke to mY admission Counseleor , i had been trying to get back for a couple of years now , and something would prevent it. 2 years ago i applied and got no response. . So on Friday i was able to reach a Live person , and he said he was going to review my record and he was going to call me on Saturday Morning between 9:30 -10: 30. so I prayed and i determined that God had already open that door. and i prayed and fasted and waited saturday Morning.. i did not receive a Call , i waited unti 2 pm.. that was my deadline becaue i needed to get to Church for our Youth Group Feast.
and i said he didnt call me, but i know that God is with me and he will look out for my best interest . I forgot all about school over the weekend I spend the whole weekend doing activities in church, Youth Group ,evangelising and talking to new members and yesterday we had Tithers Consegrationin the Sanctuary and all i said was Lord I was Faithful.. so u have to be Faithful to me .
Yesterday as part of our youth group activity we saw the movie {Apocalypse}after he movie which was a really strong one. it speaks about the Rapture and How God choosen are taken to heaven in a blinkof an eye millions dissapear and only their well folded clothes are left behind . after we had the opportunity to re give or lives to God and in a heartfelt prayer i Re-gave my life completely to Jesus I asked him to write my name in the Book of life and i told him how my biggest desire is to have the absolue certainty that i will see him in Paradise. and that what i want the most is to know that i have my salvation. and at that moment everything else was meaningless.
I wanted my heart to belong to Jesus and i no longer wanted to worry about anything other than that.
i went to sleep last nite and had forgotten about my advisors call and today my mom called me to tell me that i received a call from school and gave me the number.
I felt my hear pounding .. because i had told God.. that this was it.. This was the LAST TIME i was going to try to get back in School. I already had received an Award Letter to pay for Schol.Which was the most dificult part, and God had already provided for me the MOney , but school had not accepted me to go back in.. so before i called i Did a Small prayer and i said this is it.. My Sign comes today , If they say No.. then i wont bother no more and i will undestand that you have different plans for my life , But if you want me to Finish ,the door will be open.
And i am so Happy to telly ou Guys that i was Readmitted and My advissor said he is mailing my Acceptance Letter tomorrow.
so I said Thank You .. and in My thought i was telling God .. THANK YOU!!!! o Thank You. for being so wonderfuland for listening to y Prayers.
so the first thing i wanted to Do was Scream out LOud.. OUR GOD IS A WONDERFUL GOD!!!! that even though we dont deserve his Love he is always there for us..
So for all of you guys that are planing on Participating of the Sign Event .. have the certainty that He will answer and he will Provide you with your Sign. And for all of the rest who Like me , are in other parts of the world and we wont be able to go to the Sign Event..Use your FAith.. and he will also be Faithful to you.. He will give you your sign .
Love
Sea =)